Hearing Holy and Elusive Words from God
In Frederick Buechner’s first of three short
autobiographies, The Sacred Journey, he
writes, “Deep within history . . . is sacred history, is God’s purpose working
itself out in the apparent purposelessness of human history and of our separate
histories, is the history, in short, of the saving and losing of souls,
including our own. A child is born. A friend is lost or found. Out of nowhere comes a sense of peace or
foreboding. We are awakened by a
dream. Out of the shadowy street comes a
cry for help. We must learn to listen to
. . . our lives for the holy and elusive word that is spoken to each of us out
of the depths.” (4-5). Identifying those
moments where God was and is at work in his life, recalling the holy and
elusive words he has been able to hear in his history, is the focus of this
little book.
And in the book he advises readers to examine their lives to
discover God working in their own sacred journey. “Take out the album of your own life and
search it for the people and places you have loved and learned from yourself,
and for those moments in the past—many of them half forgotten—through which you
glimpsed, however dimly and fleetingly, the sacredness of your own journey” (7).
In Now and Then, his
second autobiographical volume, he quotes his professor at Union Theological
Seminary, the great Paul Tillich: “We
want only to show you something we have seen and to tell you something we have
heard . . . that here and there in the world and now and then in ourselves is a
New Creation, usually hidden, but sometimes manifest, and certainly manifest in
Jesus who is called Christ” (14).
Whether he calls it a manifestation of a new creation or a
sacred journey where the holy and elusive word is spoken to you--and they might not be quite the same thing--Buechner is
talking of something that I have been reading
in other Christians writers also—books
by theologians like N. T. Wright and Lewis Smedes, for example, or essays of
Wendell Berry and Annie Dillard or the poetry of Richard Wilbur and Gerard Manley
Hopkins—God flaming out “like shining from shook foil.”
This examination of one’s past life for moments when the
hand of God became momentarily evident strikes me as a daunting undertaking,
but one which might be mined for the gold of recognition that God was there
with me far more often than I realized. So I am setting out on this expedition, or to
take Buechner’s metaphor, I am opening up the album of my life—from childhood
to the present—to see what I can see of
the New Creation manifesting itself in my daily living.
I may even drop one into this blog from time to time.
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